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Fathers Day Maybe…
To those who have good fathers, are fathers, or both, I wish you all a Happy Father’s Day you’re truly blessed. To those who don’t have good fathers or are not fathers, but wish you were, my heart goes...
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Take that fear…
Today I pushed past some intense fear. Hubby and I decided to do an extreme 8 week work out program yesterday. Today was day one. I’m not afraid of the workout (At least I wasn’t until today)...
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Rainbow blood…
Behind kind eyes, something slight, killing beast. poisoned prince with, surged moods. Quipped with pronounced, rainbow blood Love?.. There is hope!
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Strings attached…
Beauty in the darkness Zoe G. Those who’ve followed me for some time will know that I have an ongoing battle with being able to say “no” when I need too. I had an epiphany today in this regard. I know...
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Hurting heart…
The last few days I’ve been hurting. I’m doing okay, but grief has been a constant companion. I grieve for the family I wished I had. Many will know I chose to remove them from my life because...
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Incest and Uncles
This morning, I was chatting with my Hubby about “stuff” and “stuff” lead to a painful memory, or maybe not a memory but a painful experience between the mother and I. One that I don’t know if I can...
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Memories I don’t want to remember…
A NarcissistZoe G. I’m sure many reading my blog, can relate to being ambushed by triggers or memories. A few nights ago I was ambushed by a memory. This memory hit me hard, and at a bad time to say...
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A Conversation with the Mother…
Some of you may have seen this before, but I thought I would share how a conversation with my parents goes for me. (This is a tame one) I haven’t had any contact with them in three years, and this was...
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Just being honest…
It’s been a while since I’ve done a post on how I’m doing. I’m not the greatest at letting anyone know that about me. I don’t know why, but I find it really hard. Maybe it comes from years of abuse....
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Domestic Violence Awareness Month
Domestic Violence Awareness Month As DV awareness month begins, I sit here and think of none other than my mother. My mother has lived with an abuser for over 40 years. It breaks my heart. She has no...
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A Recipe for disaster…
The father taught me “good” work ethic. You’d think it would be a good lesson to learn, but when that “good” work ethic is being taught by a perfectionist, narcissistic sociopath, the “good” is...
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More Change…
It seems there’s a theme in my life lately, the theme being change. First we had “Sam” come visit, than “Sam” decides she’s going to move in with us, can we say big life change?! Those that know me,...
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A Birthday…
Yesterday was the father’s Birthday. I didn’t think about it all day, because I was too busy. Last night before I went to bed, I noticed the date on the computer and realized it. I turned to Hubby and...
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A joke that’s not funny…
I’m sure, I’m not the only one who’s noticed that narcissistic/sociopaths seem to derive a sick sort of pleasure from causing people pain. Once they’ve caused pain, then they like to brag about the...
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A good bad day…
When you read this post, today will be yesterday. I’ll let you think about that for a moment… Okay so today (which is now yesterday) was a very rough day. The plan, was to spend the day with Hubby. We...
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Justice
I want to share some very good news with you all. I found out a couple of days ago, that I’m being awarded disability pension. I have fought for this for three years. Some may remember a post where I...
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Letter to the mother…
Where do I start with you, I don’t really know. I haven’t felt much pain in regards to you, but then it’s probably because my brain can only handle so much, and it’s not ready to take on this one yet....
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“My Life Story” Part 1
I’d like to welcome a fellow blogger who reached out to me, and asked if she could share her story on my blog. She’s writing out her story in full for the first time. Many of us know just how painful...
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“My Life Story” Part 2
I’d like to welcome a fellow blogger who reached out to me, and asked if she could share her story on my blog. She’s writing out her story in full for the first time. Many of us know just how painful...
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“My Life Story” Part 3
I’d like to welcome a fellow blogger who reached out to me, and asked if she could share her story on my blog. She’s writing out her story in full for the first time. Many of us know just how painful...
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